pure motive

i have found it necessary to ask myself a few questions when i seem to be doing well in my Christian journey. why am i winning? why am i defeating the temptations that usually conquer? what am i doing to conquer what are so often the conquerers?

i want my answers to be only one: because i love the LORD, my God, who has saved me.

i should be conquering not out of fear, not to dodge the guilt accompanied by sin, not to avoid the curses brought about by disobedience, but i should conquer because i have been conquered. i conquer because of love.

my victories should be preceded by, accompanied by, and resulting in unceasing prayer and praise and thanksgiving.

help me O God to love and serve you with all of my heart, soul, mind, and strength.